I am writing this at 23:19pm.
I suppose because I haven't written in a while, I should do a brief catch up as to why this is.
Since I have met Blake things have been going up, I have my down days still but things are bright. I was told tonight that I have officially become a peer leader/volunteer now for a charity which has helped me so much in my life, and I have been happy since I was told.
The worst thing which has happened which shocked me to my core was my mother and father were having a conversation I wasn't meant to hear, and he told her how he'd had another mini heart attack, caused by stress from my sister. I wasn't pleased to hear this and spent the rest of the evening cleaning the bathroom top to bottom, because I couldn't face them not telling me again.
Unfortunately, a friend of mine has been going through a troublesome time from mourning over a lost friend, and it's brought to my attention how I still feel over the death of my grandmother. It has given me a down point but I luckily I have the girl I count as my sister to talk to and distract me, I just wish he had something too.
Sometimes I wonder where I am truly going with my life, but I suppose I know I will work it out one day. Life rolls on and you have to roll with it.
I have finished writing this at 23:24pm.
Thank you,
Kirstie
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